So, here I am…. still focusing on all I don’t have. It is a case of the “Not Got’s, I feel like a barren, sad, heartbroken- it is NEVER EVER going to happen to me, no matter what I try. I don’t know how people can move on, not that it is easy to- but- I just can’t/or haven’t been able to do it. Then, I think- I can’t not keep trying, so- WTF am I supposed to do? I just am in the biggest pity party, and it’s like I am the only one invited to this pathetic party and it is ridiculously sad and I hate it.
That was my rant for the day.